Thursday, January 12, 2012

The Day God Opened My Eyes.

Hey girls! I just want to share with you girls something that just happened to me today. So, I was outside with my grandma & I had just made a video to share with you girls. The topic was about us girls loving each other & not fighting. So, my grandma & I went back inside & I got on Twitter. I seen something that I did not like & I got VERY upset! I was so tempted to go & confront this girl. Well, I didn't but I still was upset! So I sat there & was angry & was talking to my sisters about it. A few mins later God spoke to me & say "Hey, remember what you JUST recorded & what you JUST wrote about on Facebook last night."
Last night I posted "Girls are fighting & cursing at each other instead of building each other up. We have to do better ladies. Love each other as Christ loves you."
After He spoke I couldn't do anything but say Lord, I'm sorry. I began to pray & ask God to KILL my flesh, I mean murder it! lol I began to see that what I was just talking about was what God needed to work on me about. That's why I call today the day God opened my eyes.....
I'm writing all this to say that I'm not perfect & yes God is still working on me. I'm just being so real right about now. He showed me that in order for me to do what He wants to I have to get out of the way. My flesh has to get out of the way. Now I'm just thanking God for that moment. I'm still making progress & I know that from now on I don't need to let petty things like that bother me, especially if its the plans of the enemy to distract me. Pray WITH me as I continue to seek God & become like Him more. Okay, girls that's it. Take care & have a successful rest of the week & a great weekend.
I love you all.
-Jamilya :)

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